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Excited for weekend.

I have my cable back.

But really I have VERY important news.

I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday. I am going to a LAN party on Saturday.

We will be playing CS, UT, and WC3. Maybe some Quake 3, and maybe we will dogfight in Flight Simulator. I am ECSTATIC.

Also: UT 2003, maybe.

And I am getting on a human shift 9/9. Thank gawd.
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    RPM - Sugar Ray (old skool Sugar Ray is neat)
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My weekend so far has consisted of a trip to Victoria. That was lovely. My digital camera broke on the way up there. I was not happy at all about that. In fact it kinda put a damper on the whole adventure. I was fascinated by how nice everyone in Canada was.

Nevertheless, I had tea and scones this afternoon while watching some boat races. The night before I had a tarot card reading. Considering I really don't believe in all that it was semi interesting. She told me I was independent, don't like borrowing money, feel stuck in my current job, that I could run things but they don't let me because I am too young, and that I need to start school (next year) and not this year and study in psychology and then law. Then do work in something more scientific relating to those.

I have an new found addiction for Bed & Breakfasts. Eeeep.
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    hot hot
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My phone is never going to ring "99 Luft Balloons" at this rate.
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    crushed crushed
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Dial up = Suck

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A friend/coworker of mine mentioned she was writing something nice about everyone, and I was in horrible mood so I thought it would be cool to do the same. As cheesy as it sounds it put me in a good mood (until I got home mind you).

People say that the definition for insanity is repeating the same action multiple times expecting the same results. How about "If at first you don't succeed, try again", or "practice makes perfect". If I were to continue to follow these quotations would that make insane people perfect? Just curious.

Vagueness I actually want to know because I notice this trend in myself and my interactions with others. I don't let people get close to me and I shut it off as quickly as possible. I wonder if this would explain why the manipulative people get close to me. It makes sense. Am I so naive by thinking that by shutting myself off I protect myself from others?

What brings me back to the repeating of actions is the habit I get into of crawling back to those that do me wrong time after time hoping they will brush the tear off my chin and promise me they won't hurt me again and life will be okay.

So the L I wrote on my hand stands for loser. I have lost once again. The wolf has outsmarted me. Thank you please play again.